let the rain come down all over me..

2010-11-09T00:17:00.002+08:00

hello you!.

Hisashiburi! Man.. its been quite a while since there was a constructive or how do you call it.. a legitimate post? hahaha. I have not abandon you my dear blog!! =p

without further ado.. onwards with the post!

well its been 1 sem!! ZOMG. My first semester of uni just flew pass amidst all the projects, lectures and mugging! And looking further back.. it just means that i've stopped working for 4 months!! *i really wonder why does everything seems like its ages ago?? feels i've stopped working for 1 yr* oh wells. 1st sem was.. exciting and yet. draining? brains are damn rusty and the whole lot of things to study was.. overwhelming i guess?? nonetheless.. it was fun! hahaha. i highly doubt i'll say that when next sem's projects are coming.. 3 more sems to go!! and its back to working life.. machiam like taking sabbatical from work sia. hahahah. =p

k seems like my habit of digressing is still un-rusty.

alrighty.. since 1st sem is done and over with.. now.. all i have to worry about is passing for my exams!! yeah. im only aiming for a pass for all the modules im taking. which is pretty pathetic? but seriously.. it aint easy. 2 Dec i hope you wun come soon!!

hmm studies aside.. elene and i paid a lil visit to ah lam.. our little ritual. it was definitely fun catching up with her while we made our way there. some how.. the feeling of "everything feels like they were ages ago" was there too.. as we're standing there.. i noticed quite a few new stuff that ah lam got since our last visit. and as i was looking at his peekture.. again.. it felt as thou it been ages seen i last saw that photo of his and that i've been missing out on a whole lot of things.. *which really made me wonder why* aish.. but overall it was a good trip! we'll be back again..

I dont think ive mentioned this before.. sometimes.. i really enjoy the process of going out on ur own.. by yourself.. like on my way to meet elene.. i went to yishun! *ok this prolly sounds noobshit.. but 22yrs of my life in Singapore. i've NVR been to yishun!* ok. yishun! the shopping center there is northpoint!! i always thot northpoint was at woodlands.. but oh wells! you learn something new everyday! you know its just tt feeling of exploring new places.. with your small bag.. listening to songs.. tt feeling is somehow simple and yet exhilarating at the same time? not sure if tt's the way you can describe it. but yea. some where near there.. thou at times it does get a wee bit lonely.. but whenever i go out on my own.. its like a process of getting to know yourself a bit more and paying some attention to urself.. self discovery if you might call it. haha. but such moments are really precious to me.. and of course i always reward myself with a cup of bubble tea when im out on my own.. hahahahahah.. what's not to like abt tt right? =p

hokays.. ive been thinking.. on why everything feels like its been ages ago.. and. i cant find an answer. lol. *very smart xh* is it cos i've "isolated" myself while i was mugging away for exams?? could be. could it be that i haven went shopping for a while? maybe. or that i haven met up with my friends in quite a bit? i really am not very sure.. but what i really dun like is how the feeling manifests or the direction that it is taking.. doesnt seem good. then again. i wouldn't want to jump into new things mindlessly just to rid of that feeling. hmmm.. what to do?? however i cant think of anything now.. guess i'll come and revisit this when i get a clearer picture..

tml! i'll be going for an interview! for an admin job. 1st one since 2 yrs ago. honestly.. dunno how it will go.. but. i DO hope that everything will be alright! * and that i wun come across as a snarky lil kid* wish me all the best!!

hokie dokes! its time to go ZzzZZzzZ.. i'll be back! dunno how long. but i will. until the next time!! :)

xiuuuuuuu

2010-09-21T23:08:00.001+08:00

RAWRRRRRR!!!!!

sodamnfrustrated.

damnit.

2010-06-15T15:10:00.000+08:00

In a blink of an eye, it has been 2 years.. How time flies ehs?

All these time spent is like taking a walk in the forest. We trudge through the mostly foggy but yet at times clear path with our little steps. Mostly we stumbling along the way and occasionally, we’ll emerge triumph after some difficulties. But just how many of these little steps that we have taken are the ones that really lead us to what we really want or what we want to achieve.??

Are we living for the moment? Or are we just moving along hurriedly without smelling the flowers at the side of the road/forest?

If you ask me now, I would have no idea whether the path I’ve chose are the right ones or whether all these while I’m just wondering around in circles.

A few days ago.. I was hit with the realization that ½ a year has just passed by! Just like that. ZOMG. Days that I’ve been desperately trying to cut down at the start of the year (Akin to how a NS man counts how many days left to his ORD date) is left with the following:

15days to my last day of work.

9 days to Bangkok trip. (oh hey! I’m even going to Bangkok for a holiday!! Didn’t even mentioned it here..)

& 16 days to start of school!!

(Gee. I really haven’t updated in ages huh?)

Alrights, coming back, soon, I’ll be embarking on yet another part of my life. UNI LIFE. Shall aim that it’ll be the hippest/ most happening time of my life! And hopefully, it’ll be step closer to that clearing in the forest or to my dreams. (:

Cheers,
Xh.

2010-01-19T18:15:00.000+08:00

maybe someday.. i'll take the leap of faith.

someday..

2009-11-12T22:30:00.005+08:00

was it you who spoke the words that thing would happen but not to me
oh things are gonna happen naturally
oh im taking your advice and im looking on the bright side
and im balancing the whole damn thing
oh but at often times those words they get tangled up in lines
and the bright light turns to night
oh until the dawn it brings
another day we'll sing about the magic that was you and me

cause you and i both loved
what you and i spoke of
and others just read of
others only read of the love, others only dreamed of, the love that i love

see im all about them words
over numbers unencumbered numbered words
hundreds of page pages pages for words
more words than ive ever heard and i feel so alive

cause you and i both loved
what you and i spoke of
and others just read of
and if you could see me now
well im almost settled

you and i, you and i,
not so little you and i anymore
and with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a GIRL

cause you and i both loved
what you and i spoke of
and others just read of
and if you could see me now
well then im almost finally out of
im finally out of
finally dededededede
well im almost finally, finally i am free
oh that's me

and oh its okay if you had to go away
oh just remember that the telephones were they workin' in both ways.
and the more you follow through
and there's always more leftover and not too much explaining to do
and oh if you ever ever ever you find your love
i will be your lifeline, i will never miss a phone call
but if i never never never hear them ring
if nothing else i'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause i'll remember everything you sang

cause you and i both loved
what you and i spoke of
and others can only dream of
well if they could see me now
they'll see that you and i both loved
what you and i spoke of
and others have often read of
if they could see me now
they'll see that im almost finally out of
well im finally out of
finally dededededede
well almost im finally finally out of words

2009-10-18T16:06:00.007+08:00

what upppppp!!

lol. sorry kinda ki siao now. hee. anyways. its been quite long ehs? hahah. well. its been the same old routine lor. meet friends. 21st BDAES. go out. shop. finding more things to do. even i myself is sick of hearing ive been doing everytime people asked. sheesh. i shld really break out of this routine soon... WHEN I GET BACK TO STUDYING.

now tt ive started i have a feeling this is going to be a long post. once you've released the floodgates, there's no turning back. hahahaa. pardon me. =p

well today elene and i went to visit ah lam. our 2nd visit. unlike the 1st time. which was a mad rush trying to find directions by the street directory. this time we're well prepared. but. we missed many turned and it actually took us like 1hr to get there. hahahaha. last time only half an hour. =p too noob alrdy. is cannot man. and we saw wei sheng and coy when we drove into the parking lot. they were leaving luhh. if we hadn't missed the turns, we could have met up with them. wasted. anyways. we're there cos its gonna be ah lam's 22nd next wed. soo we decided to go visit him. hope he likes the prezzie tt we've made for him. =))

the next big event is gonna be ah ni's chalet! wee! haven been to one for a long long time... plus its on halloween. i think its gonna be damn fun luhh. or at least i think im going to go ki siao at hers. :) gonna look forward to it man.

after ah ni's it gonna be my sis's wedding. oh shit... I STILL HAVEN GET MY DRESS YET!!!!!!!! i think i really really shld go search for it seriously. every sat when im home. i'll be asked by my relatives whether ive got it yet. hee.. its either i get one really soon? or. i dun go home on sat. hahahhaha. stupid like shit. how can dun go home on sat. lame luh. plus. i think ive become damn fat. jia lat. i must go on intensive training alrdy *yeah right xh.*. i must find a way to become.... fit as a fiddle one way or another. haha. we shall see luh huh?? =p other than the dress issue. it'll be spring clean time even before the new year starts. means throwing out things again. which means reminiscing on the things, and clearing up my feelings before i throw them away. hahah.. which leads to........

me throwing a "letter" that was rather important to me. *actually i dunno whether it can sensed but ive like been wanting to talk about this since the start, but i just cant BOOMS. and dump all my thots just like tt otherwise i would deem to be emo-ing.. BUT I REALLY AM NOT EMO-ING!! haha. ok. nuff said* hmm. to me. its like a huge closure? this weird thing has been ongoing for so long alrdy. i dun really know how to describe it. i wouldnt say it has been a complete waste of my time. but yet. i feel tt it is quite wasted, cos i actly thot tt things could turn out well? but it just didnt turn out that way i guess. however i definitely have learned quite a bit of things from this whole AM thing. its funny how an event soo small would lead something that matters quite a bit to me. many a times i wished i had enough courage to write out all my thots/feelings? but every time i wanted to, i thot there shouldnt be a need to given the way things are now plus we dont even talk to each other, so i've chucked them aside. now i suppose i really dun need to since everything would a start afresh? throwing away the letter kinda finalizes everything. sooo it would be good bye to you in a good way i guess.

heck i dont even think many people would know what im talking about here. lest you be the one to chance upon this. aishhhh.. now this whole thing does sound kinda emo. haha. =p

oh wells. i guess tt's all to it?? hope minna-san are doing well in their uni, work and other wadnots. :) until the next time!

loves,
xiu hui

2009-08-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

kns xh. STOP SHOPPING LIKE YOU PRINT MONEY PLS.!!! -.-

okthnxbye.

2009-08-09T17:06:00.002+08:00

ello!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!! *is actually more happy cos its a long weekend =p*

anywho.. its been long!! things are fine. same ole me. finally got the chance to be home for a fam gathering! sadly the kids are not arnd this week but for sure, it was way more peaceful when they are not arnd!! did some catching up with my cousins and the usual luhhh stuffed myself with different kinda food. nonetheless.. everything's good! :)

met up with duhling. our every 2 months meeting. hahah. same did some catching up and gai gai at orchard ion. tt place is mad. hahah SO MANY PEOPLE. its disgusting. but i think its a good place to shop *when theres not much people arnd* anyways.. hope tt duhling's prob will lessen by the time i meet her the next time luh huh? :))

anyways.. i am supposed to be baking bread now.. this time the dough looks more decent luh. so maybe there's a chance it'll turn out well this time!!! =D hokays.. gonna go bake it now. haha toodles!

happy hols minna san. =)

cheers!
xh.

2009-07-10T22:16:00.002+08:00

would be lying if i said i wasnt worried..
i guess i'll only know about it next week.

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The little things, you do to me are
Taking me over, i wanna show ya
Everything inside of me
Like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating
My feet are stuck here, against the pavement
I wanna break free, i wanna make it
Closer to your eyes, get your attention
Before you pass me by

So back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd be
Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, with out you boy

And every time, you notice me by
Holdin me closely, and sayin sweet things
I don't believe, that it could be
You speaking your mind and, sayin the real thing
My feet have broke free, and i am leavin
I'm not gonna stand here, feelin lonely but
I dont regret it, and i won't think it
Was just a waste of time

So back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd be
Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, with out you boy

But don't just leave me hangin on.....

2009-06-21T17:09:00.002+08:00

Sunday Morning - Maroon 5

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you
That someday it would bring me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning

this song never fails to cheer me up.

(:

lurves many many many!
xh

(:

2009-06-15T23:23:00.004+08:00

alrightie..

before the scheduled outage is here.. im proud to annouce tt. IM A 1* CERTIFIED KAYAKER!!! woo! hee.. who wanna go kayaking can jio me alrdy!! :)) anyways. the whole kayaking course had been fun man!! all the paddling in the water and practicing all the strokes and capsizing was uber fun (lack of adjectives)! and something happened again. (i have no idea why all these sort of random things always find me one) as described by ah ni, here goes:

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Ms Foundation (aka axx): There's sth funny with my kayak.

Ms Soybean (aka ann): Haha

A few hours later during the rescue drill, ms foundation capsized as the victim and while her kayak was being drained..

Main rescuer: I think I have touched sth like a hand.
Ms foundation: ???

Minutes later, OUT CAME TWO KITTENS FROM HER KAYAK!!!

Ms Soybean: is the kittens with you?
Ms Foundation: Yep!
Kitten: meow
Ms Soybean: Argh! Quickly kayak away

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like how come there are 2 kitties in my kayak and i dunno!? i dunno man. prolly the kayaker and the kayak was too attractive to them?? lol. jus kiddin. but my heart really went out to them. i din meant to capsize the boat with them in it. gosh. if i was the kitten, i wld have freaked out la. they were drench and shivering like mad when i took one of them out of the boat. ahhh.. I'M REALLY SORRY LIL KITTIES. i promise i'll check which ever kayak i use in the future. hokays. other then the kitten incident, also managed to get to know a new bunch of friendly peeps from nyp! they were really nice la. had dinner with them after the course. hope the peeks will come soon! and of course more kayaking sessions! hee.

hmm.. aside from kayaking, last sunday, elene and i went to see cliffy! yeah.. its been a yr since. time flies man. its like ive been stumbling arnd for the past 1 yr and now i finally get to wake up for a bit. as elene and i were talking, i suppose we both were thinking of the good old days. and lene brought up something tt really made me smile at the thot of ur kuku-ness. it was during camp time and ur coming up sub empire names and you wanna name them zildo zilrae and zilmon - doraemon. LOL. such a lamer.

hmm... dunno whether you were there listening to us crapping about all the nonsense presents tt we wanted to bring for ur bday but as we're talking, i got to see ur peekture and i realised tt i really really missed ur laughter, ur lame jokes, ur smile but most of all its just you tt i've missed the most. but as promised no tears, live on and be strong...

anyways.. its time to go slp. still tired from kayaking. phew.. until the next time then! take care peeps. adious. :)

loves,
xh.

ah lam ahh.. hope ya liked the flowers we bought ya. we'll be back on ur bday and as promised, i'll bring the prezzie for you. i miss you.

2009-06-09T21:00:00.005+08:00

heys!

how you doin'?? heh. anywho.. things have been better and more exciting. :) went for sundown marathon, i din run, helped out a bit, made a fool out of myself =p and basically din slp for the whole night. but it was quite fun. my "first" marathon in a way. hee.

other than that, going back for yoga lessons, this time with ah ni.. :) finally stayed home for fam gathering.. the kids are still as adorable. :) also met up with peeps like tomu, vonn, elene and yd.. nice time chilling out, catching up. :D yada yada.. and and.. ah ni and i signed up for 1* kayaking course!!! wee! hee.. something tt we both been wanting to do? so exciting!! woo after tt wind surfing! :)))))))))

(i know this entry lotsa smileys but.. I LIKE AH.. hee.)

started to watch this channel 8 prog abt foreigners learning chinese or something.. and zomg. tt guy from israel is uber cute man!! looks kinda like david archuleta. hee. :) anyways. tt show is quite funny, minna san shld go watch it.

anyways.. i'll prolly blog abt the kayaking lesson soon! woo. watch this space man. :) ciaoz!

xh.

its gonna be a yr in 2 days time..

2009-05-24T20:08:00.004+08:00

hie..

happy bday to all the MAY babies!! :) finally. this month have mostly been chionging arnd for prezzie hunting and bday celebrations. omg.. how come got so many ppl born in may?! hahas. thou the present hunting bit was a bit madd, its worth it la. haha. sgp shld ban ppl frm having too many friends with their bdays in the same month. lol.

anyways.. other then bdays, this month i is uber suay. this sudden bout of clumsiness is coming back again. knock finger against the wall la. slipped on a puddle of water, which resulted a slight sprain on my right feet and just now, was almost knocked down by some bastard china cyclist while crossing the road and injured my right foot AGAIN. now its more painful and swollen than earlier this week. pardon my language and racism. i usually am not a racist but im damn pissed. ok. granted im not supposed to jaywalk. but who the hell cycle against the traffic flow?! wth. this is singapore not bloody china so follow singapore laws and cycle properly can!!! and the worst thing is, after knocking into ppl, dun you have the sense to stop and check the well being of the person you've knocked into?! happily act blur and cycle away. bloody hell. i hope ur tire ponchek and ur bicycle parts gets stolen. ahhh... so irritating.

okae. chill..... other than that nothing much cept tt i have to clear 6.5 days of leave at work. means. i can prolly go for a HORIDAY!!! wee. :) but if i dont. means i can stone at home and collect dust for one week. hahaha. so....

WHO WANNA GO ON A HORIDAY... PLS TELL ME!!! :))

anywho.. i must go and tak more koyo alrdy.. pfft. ciao..

xh.

shouldnt all this animosity ended long time ago?

2009-05-19T22:41:00.001+08:00

there's so much more i need to learn..

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Cause I need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience.

xh.

2009-04-28T21:43:00.002+08:00

hieeee...

its been long? haha. well.. nothing much.. cept tt ive realise tt i've officially worked for 1 whole year alrdy!! omg. well the only thing in common 1 yr ago and on today is tt.... IM STILL LATE FOR WORK. wahahahaha. old and bad habits die hard. =p but ive learned a lot from screwing up lotsa things la. haha. who doesnt?

hmm wad else? nothing much else i suppose? 2 more days to HORIDAE. =D come on. jia you minna san. =)

cheers,
xh.

sleeping to dream..

2009-03-12T20:39:00.002+08:00

elo!

:)))))))

today ish a good day!!! anywho on with the recaps:

mr. A-Z concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was AWESOME MAN!!! *mraz ur so hot tt i melted. like totally. flips hair.* lol bimbo moment there. =p but seriously. mraz was damn zai. LURVESSSS!!! :)) im going to catch him again when he comes back again!! *grins* anyways apologies to dear han, for having need to tahan all my highness/constant whooping/lousy singing and rigid dancing. haha. but i couldnt have asked for a better person to go to the concert with me. :)) loves ya. hee. :))

also went on the one day trip with my mum and sis and sis's bf. it was quite fun. but the best part was the fireflies part!!! omg. it was so beautiful!! you know those tv show where before parting ways, ppl always will go to some bank side to have h2h talk. then will have super many fireflies flying arnd?

fake one pls.

you'll need millions of fireflies to achieve tt kind of effect. lol. the real one is like those flickering lights on christmas trees. cept we were like in the middle of the river and its dark all around. its those sort eerie but peaceful quietness. and the moon was damn big and of course, the stars. :) its really amazing. lol my description is really sucky. hahahhaha. i really wanted to take peektures but really couldnt take any. cos they were so small. and you really cant see any. so.. just hafta experience it urself bah. hahah. =p

peektures? will come soon? i hope. hahah. =p anyways imma hitting the sack soon. its uber shuang to slp recently. makes me wanna stay in bed the whole day. hee. =p

ITS FRIDAY TML!!!! :D good nighto!

loves,
xh.

~ almost finally out of

2009-03-02T21:08:00.002+08:00

im 21!

lol. actually everything feels the same. nothing big. doesnt feel like i can strike toto even if ive turn 21. ahh such a party pooper. lol. =p

but well.. THANK YOU! everybody. minna san. 大家. family and friends for all your well wishes, celebrating with me and the prezzies! =D i love you all deep deep. :) hee. ive officially stepped into the adult world! zomg! but tt doesnt mean im going to be some lao pok auntie. im still going to be YOUNG AT HEART. heh.

to all those who are still 20. "ur turn will come SOON. 21 or 20 all start with 2 one. SAMA SAMA." bleh.

hokaysss so tt concludes the turning 21 saga. carrying on...

JASON MRAZ IN 3 DAYS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D ahhhhhhhh. you guys think i'll get the chance to take peekture with him? heh. i wish ah.. haha. i think it will be a smashin' one. woo! =)

okae. anti-climax a bit. i is very tired. shall be heading off to catching some zZzzzz soon. hope everybody will have a good week! good nights. and thank you once again. =)

loves!
xh.

im yours~

2009-02-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

hiyeeee...

basically nothing much. cept met up with von von, elene, yuewen, brandon and annhin for a prog h2h talk. zomg. talked from 1 plus to 6 plus straight. super camp like. slp on floor, emo all. lol. its nice to be able to exp such things again. =) well i hope that the talk worked. only time can tell ehs?

and.. im on course now. quite tough sia. hope i can make it through. :)

okae. thou my day just started not long ago (5pm), im slpy again. ahaha. off to slp soon!

too-dles.

xh

2009-02-07T14:13:00.002+08:00

thots on turning 21 in.. hmmm lets see.. 21 days?

shit. legal age!

omg. what have i been doing so far?

omg. what am i going to do?

omg. im really turning 21!!!!!!!

and please! dun ask me wad am i going to do for my birthday. i have absolutely no idea. or at least with not much time left, there is nothing much i can do. *grins* heh. :) such a bum.

but seriously, recently ive been thinking abt things.. and i've realised that there are so many things that ive always wanted to do. but some excuses have always popped up and leaves me. oh well simply put, not doing them. but i think it is this subconscious fact that the big 21 is looming closer and closer, that really made me wanna have a go at them.

okae this is not an emo post unlike the last one where i was pissed and floundering abt with all the options. alright. moving on now. im proud to say that i have at least a rough idea which direction im heading off towards and hey, im raring to go? haha. yays. =)

lets hope that everything will be fine and dandy. even if its not, i'll try my best to handle all the sh*t being hurled this way. hokays. xh. cautious optimism. :)

okae. im off for a swim! have a great day minna san!

loves!
xh.

2009-02-01T19:58:00.002+08:00

sigh. what should i do?

just when i thot ive made up my mind, more questions pop up. toms ppl alrdy helped me out with the list of pros/cons.

the more i think abt it, the more i want to tear my hair out. which might make me botak in the process. tmd.

why cant someone just tell me wad i should do and i'll just do it?

im damn problematic. this really really sucks.

xh.... just decide alrdy!!

TMD.

2009-01-27T19:59:00.005+08:00

minna san..........

happy chinese NIU year!!

lol. im sure many of us have seen tt greeting. oh wells. there is it again. heh. cny has been ehh.. a tiring one? lol. busy cleaning up the house, preparing food and wad nots. the usual la. catching up with all the peeps tt i haven seen for quite a while. hip siong. chilling out. nice. mebbe shall post up the photos soon? heh. =)

and oh oh... my nephew (yijie the latest arrival) is.. dang dang dang!!

SO DARN CUTE!!!!! cannot tahan. absolutely loves it when he sayangs you/gives you his toothy grin. super adorable!! he's gonna be an auntie killer some day man. lol. i admit. im ''killed'' by him alrdy. heh.

anyways.. other than that. there hasnt been much. oh yea ah rick has gone off to nz for some army ex. hope he'll be alright there. its gonna be a busy week again.. and im off seriously need some slp.. toodles!

*wishes everyone a happy cny again! HUAT AH!!* =D

xh.

romeo save me ive been feeling so alone.
i keep waiting for you but you never come.

2009-01-13T21:45:00.004+08:00

omg!!!!!!!! i'm going for JASON MRAZ CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

%#!&*^($@*!)%^(%@*&)%!@&%@)!&%@!(%&

pardon me. xh is a lil geeky and doesnt always go for concert. sorry my dear dear friends if i keep spamming jason mraz songs until the concert comes. I CANT HELP IT. heh. =D

*happyness!*

lala.

this few weeks has been good. cept for those retainers and headaches. just you wait wisdom tooth. im gonna pluck you out. bleh.

CHINESE "NIU" YEAR IS COMING! =)

until then. peace.
xh.

2009-01-11T23:03:00.002+08:00

you know how sometimes you have so many things you wanna say?

but. the time is not right and eventually those words are lost.

then you'll start to wonder should it be said in the first place?

what's the importance? will it even make a difference?

sometimes i really wish i'm tad braver.

xh.

i wish.

2009-01-04T14:19:00.002+08:00

2008.

had been a year full of ups and downs

looking back, so many things happened. more so than any other year.

some of them ive blogged and some not. the memories now comes in little little snippets.

thinking about all the things tt happened, how should i say it? makes me wish that ive done more? but then again, if i had, it would be different wouldnt it? haha. okae nvm.

anyways.... just wanna thank my family, friends and more friends for being in my 2008, i is hearts you guys manys manys and yeps. its kinda late. but. HAPPY NEW YEAR! =)

peace. out.
xh.

2008-11-19T22:52:00.002+08:00

DANG DANG DANG!!!!

lxh proudly presents to you......... ELENE LIEW YEE LING!!!! =D hah! tt is for posting all my tak-glam photos. i know you must be studying smart not hard for ur exams now.. so.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance!!!! =D this post is for you!! i know you wish to grow taller you *coughs* short *coughs* girl. but tt i cant help you.. i'll just cont. let you say tt ur tall but we are taller kaes? heh. i know you must be damn touched alrdy. dun cry. you can always treat me to toms. heh. =P

well... it has been 3 yrs since i know you! and ya la ya la.. I CANT BELIEVE I TAHAN-ED ALL UR NONSENSE FOR 3 YEARS PLUS ALRDY!!!! you xie shi shi bu yong ting de. omg. i believe von if ur reading this you must be nodding away. heh. and yes out of the 3 yrs we spent like 2.5 yrs on prog. walkie. prog heads and going thru all those shit and tahan-ing more of ur nonsense. i believe we both grew stronger! you from my tallness and me from ur rubbish. heh. YES elene. face the fact. =P i think ur so gan dong tt your flooding ur hostel room alrdy.. haha.. kaes.. despite ur apparent "tallness" you know i've always always LAUGH AT YOU ABT IT. hahahah =p nah. you'll always always be my BESTEST BUD. =) i hearts you MANY MANY yes? once again.. happy birthday! =)

loves, forever ur taller friend
xh. =)

2008-11-15T00:46:00.002+08:00

im going to miss tp's bookshop!!!!!!!!! =(

im not a mad woman. but. seriously. im going to miss it like mad. how can they change the management of the bookshop man?! plus they had a clearing out sale! -> just kidding. thou i could get some nice pens there. =( no more of those old sch snacks like wang zai xiao man tou, chicken biscuit and _(cheese biscuits tt i LOVE but elene hates, temp memory failure)_!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how could they?!?!? aiyer... why like that one. sls.

anyways skipped yoga today and went back to tp for brandon's bday party and programme meeting (dun say AGAIN?! i'll smack you...)!!!!! =D saw vonn elene and many many other peeps. wah. then i realised its been SO long since i've stepped into the lounge!!! and sat in for the meeting. in prog room 4. its like experiencing it all over again la. last time it was us sitting on the floor giving info, with ah lam and pam sitting at the desk (ah lam i miss you). now its our turn. damn sad. old alrdy. seeing them appointing the walkie ics, welfare.. omg i feel so excited for them pls know they'll definitely have one heck of a time in the coming camp/workshop. (to think i was awarded the coolest chick award when i was in yr 1! heh! HAOLIAN MOMENT =p) aiya i think everyone is sick and tired of hearing me saying how much i love program la. so i shant say it. xin li zhi dao jui hao. haha. =p

actually there's nothing much about this post just cept i'm missing everybody. haha. =) well actually tt's all. haha. and the weekends are here! =D but kk. damn tired now. so im off to slp. toodles everyone.

xh

those bbt days. =)

2008-10-30T22:56:00.002+08:00

to all my dear friends.. if i mentioned tt i wanna cut my hair.. pls remind me to keep it long enough first kaes????? THANK YOU! =)

2008-10-27T13:06:00.002+08:00

i so so so so soooooooo wanna go for a studio ghibli's concert!!!!!!!!! not fair one.. ppl in jap dunno how lucky they are. pfft. i swear i'll go for one someday!!! bleh..

xh.

2008-10-20T23:17:00.001+08:00

walking in the rain is one of the nicest things on earth. =)

2008-10-01T19:23:00.002+08:00

hellowee!!!

selamat hari raya!! =) phew.. today has been a long day. been walking and standing arnd clarke quay on flats. my feet are like cui. =p but ate ho liao today. so must walk it off.. heh.

anyways. went for ah lam's 21st bday! happy birthday dear ah lam!! got to see many peeps whom i haven seen for quite some time. but hmm. why must we always meet under this kind of circumstances? it doesnt even require a lot of effort just to meet up with somebody if you really want to right? but then again its up to one's priorities. bahhhh.

also.. met up with the new prog heads!! i know... programme again!? its not again okae.. its like PROGRAMME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D loves. hehe. im damn excited for them pls. haha. i know they're gonna have one heck of a time wadever they do. =) its not something everybody will get the chance to experience. im gonna do my best to help them and pass on the prog spirit!! lets go man!

and its back to work tml. slowly xh. one step at a time.

xh.

sometimes its just so hard to believe tt you're gone. it was just like ystd when you were still here smiling and talking about prog stuff, sharing ur army stories. the other day before i went meet the proggers. i was looking through my emails to see if there's anything i can do to help. and i saw ur emails. those emails during otc and fo. if you were here now. i bet you will be with us when we were meeting the new heads.. but now.... at the columbarium, i can see yilin going arnd helping out, giving ppl the card with ur photo on it. but. i guess she's the one who wanted you to be arnd the most at that moment and i saw wad jordan wrote. "clifton kor kor. i wish you a happy birthday. i love you."
sigh. plus its damn heartwrenching to see ur mum cry. it aint going to easy. *where'd you go i miss you so. seem like its been forever that you've been gone*

the things that we have talked about. i doubt they will ever come true. sls.

2008-09-27T21:34:00.002+08:00

i think this song is damn sweet..
if i were the girl.. i'll be damn touched pls. bleah. =p

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the script: the man who cant be moved

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

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i know we dun usually talk and tt you prolly wun be reading this. but. thank you. =) its just something small. but yea. =)

xh.

ah lam.. im coming to see you.. *smiles*

2008-09-21T22:49:00.003+08:00

hiee..

nothing much.. the usual work.. played a bit.. slack during the weekends.. met up with duh-ling eileena.. heh. =D walk walk.. shopped.. and she got me the pouch tt me wanted for quite sometime!!! talked quite a bit (missed 10 trains coz of tt! bleh.) loves tt girl to bits. =)

and i went for a blood test! first time. wah the needle damn scary. but not as painful as i thot it would be. and its quite amazing to see the blood being drawn from the veins. shall get back the results soon. hopefully everything will be okae. now tt ive "conquered" the small needle. NEXT IS BLOOD DONATION!!! which i highly think i will faint. heh. buts. will try tt. someday. when i feel like fainting. lol *talks rubbish*

damn.. i miss everyone..

time check. 2333 hrs. time to slp. ciao.

7 days to go.

xh.
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Sadly you took my smile away
Every time you look my way
It fades away
I think it’s best it stays this way
Every time you look my way
It fades away

2008-09-13T22:34:00.004+08:00

gorgeous right??? =) i think whoever went to watch today's sunset will be like. :) heh.

Saturdays = LOVES! din do much. but its was just... nice. =) the usual. family gathering. brought the bunch of kids to play with candles and lanterns. my grandma looked happy. =) ate mooncakes, drank tea. gossiped a bit. laughed. ate bee hoon (home cooked bee hoon is the best!) thou had a bit of clearing up to do (i even swept the floor!!) but it was. :) lala.

seems like i do need to start exercising soon!! hmm i wonder did he popped the question after looking at my blog entry? wahh tt would be quite zai right?? haha. but. :)

is hope that everyone have a good weekend ahead!

toodles!
xiu xiu. :)

is it better that way?

maybe? maybe..

2008-09-10T20:54:00.003+08:00

trivia for the day: why is it inauspicious for a groom to see his bride before the wedding?

tt's because in the olden days, most of the young men are shepherds. so being a shepherd, they will roam arnd until its time for them to settle down. and when its time, they will go to a near by village to ask for some random (i jus had to add in the word random. heh =p) farmer daughter's hand in marriage. note: the shepherd have not seen his bride-to-be yet. so they will be meeting for the first time during the wedding!! (its like the first and last blind date ur gonna get. gee) and so, if the shepherd happens to see the bride-to-be.. and DANG DANG DANG.. the bride aint pretty or wad he had in mind. the shepherd will zao lor with his meh mehs to look for greener pastures (and bride-to-be). so tadah!! take groom = shepherd and bride = bride to be. so tt's why its inauspicious for a groom to his bride before the wedding.

trivia from dummy's guide to: how to budget your wedding. exaggerated by lxh. all rights reserved.

lala. heh. =)

so. why am i even reading tt book??? coz i hear wedding bells!!! mine? NOOOOOOOOOOO. its my sis's wedding which wun be anytime soon but anywho will come sooner or later. and being the good sister that i am, i shall start preparing by........DIETING!!!! actually no is become fitter. heh. so..... who wanna go swimming with me?????? =p

*in the end is just asking ppl to go exercise.. then type all the grandmother story. tsk tsk.*

not knowing how to continue on for such a random topic. i shall end off here.. stun. lala. =p

omg. sls. haha.. 2 more days to weekends!!! =)

on yet another random and hao lian note. IVE GOT FREE TIXS TO MAMA MIA!!!!!!! *beams!*

toodles!

xh. =)

2008-09-07T00:30:00.003+08:00

lesson learnt. you can never and should never rely too much on anybody.

come to think of it, i finally realise and understand how you feel.

i give up.

thanks han.

they say tidying up is a good way to clear up your thots. i shld probably start clearing some of those junk.

2008-09-06T11:52:00.002+08:00

pleaseeeeeeeee let things be alright..............

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-08-30T22:14:00.006+08:00

it has been quite some time since hasnt it?

go make your mind up before our time's up.

i know it now.

xh where have you gone to?

- to the swing anybody?

2008-08-27T21:25:00.002+08:00

i lurveeeeeee jason mraz!!!!! heh. =)

its the first time im postin videos up. but. he's damn good. im sure everyone have heard im yours so.. im gonna post tt up. not! bleh.

imma sucker for acoustics which they all are in. so here they are. =) enjoy!

i have no idea wad he's singing sometimes. but. its still nicee. me likes. heh. =)

toodles!

xh.

you know you're never far frm my mind. =)

2008-08-22T22:06:00.002+08:00

been an emo shit for the pass week. and listening to emo songs doesnt help a one bit. haha.

sorry if i made anyone worried. but im fine now. i hope. lol.

on another note. i saw my cousin today! haven seen her for like uber long. am really glad to see her doing well. =) absence makes the heart grow fonder ehs?

anyways hope tt all the peeps mugging for exams or have just started sch cope well!

why am i even expecting anything?
i think im moving but i go nowhere
i think........ (im fine.. really!)

xh.

2008-08-20T21:45:00.002+08:00

哪里有彩虹告诉我

能不能把我的愿望还给我

所有的云都跑到我这里

你要离开

我知道很简单

就算放開

但能不能别没收我的爱

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you are such a disappointment.

2008-08-17T00:23:00.002+08:00

i dun see it.

and i have no idea wad's going on..

stupid like shit..

2008-08-04T22:36:00.002+08:00

wad if.....

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.

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.
.
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wad if what?!
i also dunno..
bahhhhhhhhhhhhh..

2008-07-29T23:33:00.003+08:00

oh the irony of things.

words unsaid and feelings not conveyed doesnt mean they arent there.

the disappointment.

adding on a little the touch of insensitivity. combination.

how civil.

2008-07-28T20:22:00.002+08:00

i want to go.

i know i should not be like that. so why am i feeling this way? shouldnt i be happy?

but im human too. even its just a little. i cant help it. i still do. shit.

maybe the time hasn't come yet.

life aint fair. shit happens. things dun go the way you wan it to be. but get a grip. move on.

if only it can be done as easily as it can be said.

sometimes when i think of you. i'll think of the life you never had. the things you never got to do.
the chances you never had.

even if ppl told me not to be sad tt i didnt have the chance. and that you'll understand. it makes me think. do i really not have the chance to do whatever it takes for me to go? is that the best that i can do?

its not just me. everyone misses you. someone once asked me why do i think so much? with all the what ifs. then i've come to realise that ive been like that ever since i became a programmer. i was taught to think of all the what ifs. and tt it was you who have taught me to think of the many different possibilities to one situation. if you were here. i think i would alrdy have more than 10 solutions to all the things im facing with now. haha.

someday. maybe not today but come one day. ill celebrate the life tt you lived and when i think of you. it will be of fondness and not sadness.

...

i miss you..

come on xh. get a grip. move along. move on.

2008-07-24T21:02:00.004+08:00

i swear im getting better at telling fibs. lol.

was talking to jamie while working. opps? bleh. =p kaes. though im laughing at his expense but it did made my day better. =) thank you!

PART 1

Jamie says:

tat ya bro?

Jamie says:

----------->

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

NOPE

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

MY BF

Jamie says:

hahaha

Jamie says:

really

Jamie says:

gosh!!!

Jamie says:

he looks like u!!!!!

Jamie says:

hAHaha

Jamie says:

the smile looks the same same!

Jamie says:

haHAHAHHAhaA

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

TT'S WHY HE'S MY BF MAH

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

LOL

Jamie says:

hAhaa

Jamie says:

hahAHaha

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

WHY YOU LAUGH UNTIL LIKE TT

Jamie says:

oh no la

Jamie says:

cos im shocked by the resemblence

Jamie says:

but not bad not bad

Jamie says:

haha

Jamie says:

handsome! --> wah pls handsome bro comes with PRETTY SIS

Jamie says:

got taste~!

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

OF COZ

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

HE'S MY BF FOR LIKE 19 YRS

Jamie says:

...? --> which at this point im laughing like mad alrdy. LOL

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

ROFL

Jamie says:

hAHaha

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

WAHAHAHAHAH

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

MY BRO LA

Jamie says:

bluff me

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

HEH

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

TT WAS QUITE FUN

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

WAHAHAHAH

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

Jamie says:

lol.

Jamie says:

tats why i got shock

Jamie says:

the resemblence like so much!

Jamie says:

twins?

xh the programmer. - im yours says: --> PART 2 (of which things get even more ridiculous)

yeps

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

but our bday like end of the yr

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

he younger than me

Jamie says:

ah ok dec babies

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

so they put him as next yr

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

so ya

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

damn stupid la

Jamie says:

muHHAha

Jamie says:

really?

Jamie says:

midnight baby?

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

otherwise we same yr

xh the programmer. - im yours says:

damn dumb la

Jamie says:

wah no wonder

Jamie says:

so his bday is like 1st jan la!

Jamie says:

good leh~!

Jamie says:

i also wan! hAHhaa

Jamie says:

erm but he is a guy abit sian la go army earlier haha

blah blah blah...

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the rubbish you can come up with when you are getting cranky in office. lol.

tml is friday!!!!! =)

2008-07-21T23:16:00.002+08:00

xiu xiu is a patriotic girl and has gone for 2 sessions of ndp preview..

nah.. jus kiddin. but i did went for the preview twice. and the second was better. fireworks and all.. and it rained. i know. but it was more fun!! all of us scrambled to put on the poncho so on and so forth. and all tt kudos to ryan aka. lemon head for the ticket! i'll go by my promise. not to call you lemon head again! (i'll come up with a better nickname for you! heh) =p

other than tat, there is nothing much cept for work. which i think im getting a lil tired from. can i not go to work coz im tired? no. so? yes. GET ON WITH IT. jia you man..

is it not time yet?

2008-07-14T22:01:00.011+08:00

ahh well..

time really made quite a few things fade away. well as usual quite a few things happened.

ling ling's camp. which was fun of course!! =) its totally a diff experience when dealing with the intellectually disabled people. but it was an enriching on nonetheless. kapoed this pic frm brandon's blog. heh.

a new found and haven heard from since camp ah bang. lol. but kudos for helping me out. =)

ndp!
the last one i went was 2 yrs ago. and i din liked it. coz ppl were dressed like pringles can. lol. but this yr's one was pretty good!! enjoyed myself. =) and of course i caught the one and only mr SAF in action! damn proud of him pls. keep telling my mum to look out for a DARK looking fella. heh.

too excited. thus the lousy quality. heh. =p

and of course the black knights!!! when i saw them. it made me think of our dear ah lam. =) im sure if he had the chance. he'll be up there soaring in the skies together with them too! i really miss ya my dear ah lam... =)

ystd went out with poly mates. =) haven seen them for like uber long la. everybody looked fine and dandy. thou din got to see lulu. but hope he's doing well.

and after which met up with saf, chin teck, elene, elene's cousin, vonn and joshua. for sushi tei!! and haato! i did finished my food this time. heh. as usual it was damn fun. lotsa retarded stuff.. my gosh. batik dressed couple la. singing yeah yeah yeah mercy with vonn! classic joke of the day by our dear elene " can i have a cha sorbet please??" ROUND OF APPLAUSE PLS. =P (why do i have the feeling elene is going to kill me for this?) anyways. it was just damn fun. =)

OH. and and and. jenny is working with me now!! heh. damn happy. get to gossip with her everyday. bwaahahaha. =p

kk must head off to slp. or i'll be late. again? hahah. =p take care ppl.! oh yeah. a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR KONG YL. =)

xh..

always be my baby (for fav doofus boy. heh)

2008-07-07T21:04:00.002+08:00

ive been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause everything i see ur bubbly face
i get the tinglies in a silly place

it starts in my toes
and i crinkle my nose
where ever it goes i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for awhile now
just take ur time
where ever you go

the rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hiding in a safer place
under covers staying safe and warm
you give me feelings that i adore

wad am i gonna say
when you make me feel this way
i just............. mmmmmmm

ive been asleep for a while now
you tucked me in just like a child now
coz everytime you hold me in your arms
im comfortable enough to feel your warmth

it starts in my soul
and i lose all control
when you kiss my nose
the feeling shows
cause you make me smile
baby just take ur time now
holdin me tight

where ever where ever where ever you go
where ever where ever where ever you go
where ever you go, i'll always know
cause you make me smile here jus for awhile...

=)

2008-06-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

i promised i'll be strong.

and i wun cry.

i promise.

has alrdy been one week.

i can still rmb the skies. it was so blue that day.

and all arnd, everything was still going on about in their own little ways.

that's time for you. ive learned.

from now on. i will.

xh.

2008-06-18T20:45:00.003+08:00

i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly
i'll do what it takes till i touch the sky
i'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
and breakaway

when you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse

tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
tears stream down your face and i
lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones i will try to fix you

i'll see you... when you get there..

so close so close and still so far..

temasek's me temasek's you..
we are a team..

she's a vegetarian.. mary moon mary moon

nobody said it was easy
no one ever said its gonna be this hard
im going back to the start

tonight tonight tonight tonight i wanna be with you tonight
tonight tonight i wanna be with you tonight

sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
though its the hardest thing to say i miss your love in every way
so say goodbye but dont you cry cause true love never dies

take time to realise
this all could pass you by
didn't i tell you

i wont hesitate no more no more
this is our fate..

at the cross roads once again
is this meant to be? you're asking me

i think i..

i know that its out there
there's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

sometimes when we touch the honesty too much
and i have to close my eyes and hide

take way your beautiful smile

but i can't spell it out for you
no its never gonna be that simple
no i cant spell it out for you

let them show your true colours
you're beautiful like a rainbow

wherever wherever where ever you go
wherever wherever where ever you go

spread ur wings and fly.. i'll miss you.

i want to go back to those times.

2008-06-12T21:40:00.006+08:00

at first i thot it was a bad joke.

when the smses start coming in.

then it began to dawn on me.

i din know wad to say.
i didnt expected it.

i din want to believe it.
then the tears came.

i remember when i was yr 1.
you prank called me saying i wasnt accepted into prog comm.
you taught us how to come up with games, how to be a progger.
took the fall us when the going gets tough.
you were our papa rmb?
i still have the photo of you "punching" my face next to my bed.

yr 2.
when everything seemed hopeless to me,
you talked to me, advised and encouraged me
you were always there when im troubled or needed help.
and you said you were proud of me at the end of the camp.

yr 3.
you always visited us in sch
meeting up with us to discuss prog stuff
telling us random cold jokes, army stories
talked late into the night during our prog chalet.
then before you left
you gave me a big hug saying things will be alright.

ah lam. you were always the one with all the retarded jokes,
kuku laughter
and you never failed to bring joy to the ppl arnd you.
thank you for everything and rest in peace my dear friend,
for you will always always be in our hearts.
i miss you.

forever yours, blur ah hui

2008-06-07T21:46:00.002+08:00

omg. tml gonna help out at ling wei's camp!!!!!

damn excited pls!!! =) but. 8am at CHOA CHU KANG. die liao la. some one pls morning call me!!!!! bahh..... but i scared i loose touch liao how??? heck im just gonna try my best!!! =)

anywho. the results of the elections are out. well.. all the best for the newly elected main comm!!

and met up with darling!!! haven seen each other for so long man!!! was damn nice catching up. =) shall see each other again soon!!! promise.. =)

sheesh.. its like 10.04pm. but. im going to slp soon.. hahah...

ja ne~
xh.

2008-05-31T00:11:00.003+08:00

elos!

has been a while and haha. i'm still working (nope, din got fired for being late like everyday. HEH) quite a no of things happened. got to know more peeps, catching up with old peeps, got my first pay! (im not rich), shopped, got stressed over work and yeps. ive graduated. =)

(yes you shld know where this entry is heading towards now. if ya dun, read on and you'll know. duh. =p)

finally after 3 yrs!! was quite fun! got to wear the robes and all. lol. and of course saw my class mates after so long. =)

talking abt these 3 yrs, had my LAST CAMP and my first dnd. camp was !!!!! but still i feel damn bad for those freshies who cant join in the fun. and needless to say, I LOVE MY PROGRAMMERS TO BITS AND PIECES!!! XD thanks for making my last camp a good one and be my escape when sch was tough. =) P.R.O.G.R.A.M.M.E RAH!!!

DND!! fashion chroma de runway!!! woo!! haven had so much fun since CAMP!! haha (i know im talking rubbish here) was enjoyable!! good friends good food camwhoring. =)

dang dang dang. here's the final part!! they say 天下无不散之宴席. just wanna say a big, gigantic, enormous THANK YOU!!! to:

elene. vonn. sahf. chin teck. glenn. clifton. pam. brandon. yue wen. meili. abby. tom. jiayi. caleb. kiwi. shawn ng chee hong. zihui. adeline. annhin. beatrice. valerie. saini. gibson. jacintha. andrea. charlene. lingwei. ben. wenqi. melissa lai. shep. jon siew. kenneth. nisa. nadirah. angel. haswan. ridwan. gary. hanlin. lay yian. genevive. steven. wei ping. boss. mac. zul. iskandar. pkp. yuting. alvin neo. edwin. jingwen. kimchew. maybeline. sarah lois. john seah. hakimmo. geraldine. gideon. farhan. tat yi. kay. derek. eric teo. shazni. vivian. eileena darling. melissa. amy. eric tan. louis. daniel. zz. weibin. shuyi. wei shan. adeline tan. aaron. peiling. denise. joline. hali. gucci. xianglin. cy. han. terence. fazly. sufong. yisheng. cherilyn. chingwei.

for all the wonderful memories, sucky times, idiotic stuns, mugging, chionging, gossips, lunching, h2h talks, crying, bbt, walkie, programming, cheering, mass dances, bathing at wee hours, star gazing, crapping and many other moments. i've learned a lot from each on of you and without you guys, my life in TP jus wun be the same!! i love you guys. =) (if i missed anybody out. din meant it!!)

so.. ive painstakingly collected and sifted through all my photos and did this!!! obviously these are not all my photos but they roughly represent my life in tp. =) elene's blog has more photos!!! (points at the left hand side of blog) hookays.. so here goes. =)

with that. im moving to the next phase of my life (as a workaholic, nah jus kiddin). but i'll never forget these 3 yrs!! its short but it rawks.

cheers!
xh. miloqueen. bluetooth. xiuxiu. xiuxiang. tao huay. =)

mary moon... open open close close..

2008-05-25T22:29:00.001+08:00

a post coming up soon. real soon!! =)

xh..

2008-04-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

oh man.. imma going to start work officially tml.

shucks. im kinda scared. and worried. if i cannot wake up how?!? okae i should probably go slp now. but. IM DAMN SCARED NOW. argh.

i want to go back sch. =( badly. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

=( maybe it wun be tt bad. I HOPE AH. okae chill xh. aiya i need to go slp.

WISH ME LUCK TML AND HOPE I WUN DO ANYTHING DUMB TML.

*cross fingers*

on another hand. i shall post abt CAMP and all soon.

off i go.

xh.

2008-04-20T01:01:00.002+08:00

well. the only word for it is ownage.

lol. i'm sure i wun be the only one bloggin about this. but i just had too. in my 3 years in TP i was never so proud of being a TP student and had never saw such a good show before man!!! (cant seem to find a suitable word other than good)

it was like step up 2 la. the confrontation of TP vs nyp. wah and please we totally owned them. in case you guys dunno what the heck i'm talking abt, it was the usual fo sentosa outing. after which we all had dinner at the sky garden in vivo. then there was this cheering competition between TP and nyp students. granted they were just a small grp of ppl abt 30?. but they were asking for it la. challenge us with cheers?? pls. damn proud when all the gls and main comm and even some freshies stood up to cheer against the nyp students (i think we got 100 plus peeps?). and of course la. they soon ran out of cheers while we haven even finished cheering cheers from just this FO (imagine we bring in other cheers from other camps). wah lao eh!!! we all were awesome la!! and if you had the time, just go youtube and search for tp and cheers. wah piang. we cfm win. lol. anyway heard tt some nyp guy video down the whole thing. wah i want to see!!!! aiya. anyways. TP is just damn zai.

other than sentosa outing, was quite busy coz of the week 0 orientation. the olympiad, the regatta and jam and hop. wah was quite mad and of course fun for the past few days.
and i haven forgotten abt FO!!! will be updating soon again abt it!!! until the next time. toodles oddles noodles!!!

cheers!!
xh. =)

2008-04-19T00:27:00.002+08:00

damn pissed. wth.

if i cant even have a break at home. then where should i go? xh do this. xh do that. why haven you done it? i know i'm taking my time. but if it concerns my future. why cant i take more time to think about it? even if i am not saying, it doesn't mean i'm not doing it. now that i have this opportunity you ask me why am i even considering it? bloody contradicting. so whad the heck do you want from me? i am not you. you can do ur own stuff so why cant i? you have ur own needs and i have mine. what i'm doing now may seem unimportant or even ridiculous to you. but it isn't to me. i know you all are concerned. and i may look nonchalant abt it. but its just tt i haven got the time to think abt it properly yet. so just give me the time.

this whole thing is pissing and irritating the shit out of me. GAH!!!

2008-04-05T22:27:00.004+08:00

wells.

tml will be my last camp in TP!! OMG!!!!

hokays. after all the things we've been through. all the tears, sweat, the sleepless nights, sacrifices each of us made, months of planning, not forgetting the fun we had, crazy things we've done, rackey the sch ground at unearthly hours, MILO, talks, MASS DANCE and of course our fav BBT!!!! =)

it all began with that fateful phonecall! i'm glad i took the chance and i've thou made a lot of mistakes. i'm sure we all learned a thing or two. and thinking back, i've achieved my dream when i was one of the freshies. =) things sure changed a lot.

PROGRAM. lol. the LOVE of my LIFE. hahaha. jus kiddin. hmms it did made up a huge part of my life in TP. and all the other things i have learn. no doubt. i love program. loves all my programmers!!! so lets JIA YOU for FO!!! =) well i'll do my best!! bring it on man!

oh man. i dunno wad to say. aiyee. until i'm back!! peace. out.

xh. =)

LETS RAWK THE CAMP!!!

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2008-04-05T11:48:00.002+08:00

I just wanna say hello to you
But you’re not lookin’ my way
Like you trying to act cool
I think I lost my mind
Back there and then
Oh how I let my feelings go

You see, I know it’s just a crush
And a crush won’t ever last long
No one’s forcing it, boy
So you I’ll put aside
Thought friends we would be
Oh, boy…

Sadly you took my smile away
Every time you look my way
It fades away
I think it’s best it stays this way
Every time you look my way
Yeah, it fades away

You just wanna say hello to me
Now the table’s turned
I’m not lookin’ your way

Don’t get it wrong
Oh, it’s twisted up
Alright let’s make this story short

You see, I know it’s just a crush
And a crush won’t ever last long
No one’s forcing it, boy
So you I’ll put aside
Thought friends we would be
Oh, boy…

Sadly you took my smile away
Every time you look my way
It fades away
I think it’s best it stays this way
Every time you look my way
Oh, it fades away

Why did it have to go down this way?
I’ll admit I feel you when you are near
Maybe baby we got it all wrong

Sadly you took my smile away
Every time you look my way
It fades away
I think it’s best it stays this way
Every time you look my way
It fades away

It fades away..

2008-03-30T20:18:00.005+08:00

the laughter of children playing lured me down for a walk.
then i decided. maybe i shld go for a run instead.
take a break from all the thots swirling in my mind for the pass few days.
broke into a run and immediately knew tt the pace was too fast.
it spoiled everything. tried to pick up the right pace again.
but just like spilled milk. there isn't a point anymore.
walked home.
the stars in the sky were beautiful but wouldn't it be better with a company?
but then i thot there are times when one needs to walk alone.
took a longer way. slow but surely i was heading home.
then i heard a child's cries.
i thot the run would make things better.
instead it made things worse.
sigh.
anybody wants ice cream or go for a walk?

2008-03-26T23:57:00.006+08:00

ellos!!!

todae we (elene and i ) saved a mao mao (kitten)!!!! HEROIC DEED OKAE. =D wah. okae its not tt a big deal. but then the lil kitten is darn cute!!!! she has nice blue eyes!!! and we reunited her with her mum. the mother not photogenic enough. so no photos for her! wahaha.

in case you dunno where she is, she's stuck in between 2 pots of plants. pretty rights?? heh. =)

anyways. also went for yd's comms ball. =) which was great fun! had masks and all. had fair share of eating and yea took photos. helped ppl to take photos. even got to see my primary sch classmate! zai huh. dun have the photos when me. shall post more when i've got them. =) but for now. its ma eeyore with my mask. cute ehs? haha. (pardon the messy state of my rm) =p

hokays. DND's tml!!!! woo! quite excited. fashion de chroma runway. shall do a fair bit of cam whoring laters!! heh. need my beauty slp. cheerio! =)

xh.

* thank you! =) *

2008-03-19T10:53:00.006+08:00

chalets chalets!!!

back from both class chalet and PROG chalet. :) both rawks.

class chalet was damn fun. machiam like gambling den. mahjong. daidee. and the latest game into the collection. BRIDGE. zai la. haha. managed to influence them to play it with me after trying to teach them. and now its daidee n bridge club. woots! =D and thanks minna san for the prezzies. loves it. *smiles*

PROG chalet. wah. its was the shiok-est chalet i have ever been. its uber fun man. the place was madness. its at the pa holiday flats. its really like a flat. albeit an extremely dirty one. it was quite funny to see the guys chasing the cockroaches and other insects. played the newly invented "chinese" poker n other drinking games. told ghost stories(and other nonsense). had heart to heart talk. ate DISGUSTING jellybeans. emo. police n thieves on bike in the maze. bbq. enjoying the sea breeze at the breakwaters and the best part was emo-ing on the porch with vonn listening to songs (olivia!) drinking chilled beer and looking up at the sky. =) loves it man.

and and i think i took nice photos!! frm the sky watching.

nice right? =)

scrunch up faces! >.<

all smiles! =)

this taste like tie da jiu.

elene looks kinda drunk hor? lol. tsk. tak-glam. =p

still got more photos. but they're with elene. please pester her for it. =P and i got KUKU photos of ppl (esp our dear BRANDON). come bribe me!! heh. anyways. gonna head off for my lunchner. until the next time. lets just enjoy every moment ehs? =)

toodles!!

xh

*sometimes when we touch* =)

2008-03-09T00:08:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU MINNA SAN! =)

heh. yeps. thanks for all the well wishes, prezzies and celebrating my birthday for me. =) I love you guys MANY MANY!! =)

cheers!
xh

tp xifsf ep j hp gspn ifsf?

2008-02-28T12:37:00.002+08:00

you know. sometimes i really think at being lost is a kind of bliss?

you get to be yourself or discover something about yourself which you might never have known you had.

and sooner or later, we will find a way back or find ourselves again.

fly kipepeo fly. =)

xh.

2008-02-18T13:05:00.005+08:00

pheww....

finally i'm done with all the projects and other wad nots! heh. gosh. din know how did i survived throughout that 3 weeks of crazy chionging. but its OVER!!! yayness!!! =) but just a shoutout. MY GROUP MATES RAWKS!! yeah i know we all got kinda frustrated at some point. but heck. its all done. now all that's left are the 2 papers!!!

spent vday out trying to sell flowers. but no luck. demo. it was kinda fun. experienced new stuff. and of course done some catching up with jenny and meiyi!! wah. thou din managed to sell any flowers. catching up with them was gud enough. =)

otc refresh. wells. first time as an FA. hope i did at least something well. wah mai siao siao. FA is very tiring. but fun. my group is zai de lor! heh. HALAL BAKWA. okae. before any judgment is made, i did not come up with tt name. =P

oh wells. gonna catch sweeney todd later!!! i know kinda slow. but I'M STILL CATCHING IT. heh. plus its JOHNNY DEPP LEH!! *hokays i know xh. pls continue.* =P hokays imma going off le. =) toodles!!!

before i go off. 2 pics. which i think it damn cute. haha

cheers!!

xh. =)

glad to see tt you are happy! =)

2008-01-27T18:34:00.000+08:00

next few week's gonna be crazy.

until i finish exams.

and tt would be 26 feb.

means by today next month. i would have unofficially graduated. wah sad.

oh wells. lets just try to meet all the crazy deadlines and test dates first!

hokay. back to mug.

GO MINNA SAN!!!!!!!!! FIGHTING! =)

*there's a way just stand up and fight it*

xh.

2008-01-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

its been a fun week! =)

went to watch dan in real life with yd. wah its a nice movie!! the scenery, the songs of the movie was great man!! and its quite funny too!!! trying high and low to find the songs. so peeps if you guys have songs from dan in real life. PLEASE SEND TO ME!!! =D good stuff must share ya know. hee. =)

and finally after so so long, had an bbq with all my family and extended family. WOOTS!!! its damn zai please. but had to start the fire again. everybody should go learn how to start a fire man. =P heehee. but this time had my aunt and my sis bf to help.so here i am stinky smoked typing this post. bleah. who cares. bathed in the bbq atmosphere. lol. anyways. it was damn fun!! kae. din went to ride the bicycle or anything but its all the ppl who matters la!

- took a break and went to wash away all the dirt and grime -

okaes so i'm clean now. lol anyways. yah! people. =) as in you gossip with ur cousins. take photos. do funny things like peng bread and sing nursery songs. and oh yah. celebrated bday for my dad and for my nephew too!! =D but kinda sad tt my generation all the guys are gone. actually only got 3 la. but they are gone! so only got to take an all girls photo. =/ oh wells better than nothing la i guess. aiyer anyways it was fun la. haha. =D company was great man!! should do this kinda thing more often. =)

also. CHINESE NEW YR IS IN 2 WEEKS TIME!!! wah piang. i din know can. busy with doing all sorts of sch work and projects than like shopping for cny clothes la. means dun have new yr clothes. =/ i want to go SHOPPING! but no time. aiyer must manage my time well!!! anyways. damn shag ah. time to catch some zZzz! oh yea. some photos from the bbq!! =D *shit i think i look quite FAT in some of them. heck.*

my sis my aunt my cuz and i! =) tt was a piece of charcoal anyway. =P

beer craze. =P

my family. excluding my bro tt is. we brought torch light. lol to check whether food cooked or not. lol!

and the ladies! without the guys.

my bread. with a smiley face. cute hor? heh. =)

2008-01-14T20:13:00.000+08:00

expecting so much and yet not accomplishing them.

such a loser. wake up please.

where do you wanna go?

who do you wanna be?

be realistic.

come on. you know you can do it.

just do it.

GO.

2008-01-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

and my bro and cousin went to army.

sheesh. can't send him off coz of stupid MA test. sheesh. but did managed to take some photos. and just got to talk to him! =) can't imagine him botak head and with kuku specs. lol. hope he is doing fine thou. oh wells i'll see him in 2 weeks time!!! meanwhile i got the laptop to MASELF!! heehee.. =D

tt's ma sis. i have one. lol. my bro and me. =D

all the tests and projects are starting to come in!!! phew. must jia you!!! =) and i failed my napfa. oh wells. wad to expect when i din train? but at least i tried!!! =) 2.4km is really a killer. and took a nice nice photo with darhling tuna. shall post up when i upload it to com!! =) sleepy... imma going to slp. nights minna san.

oyasumi nasai!

xh.

2008-01-05T11:33:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!!

happy new year peeps!!! hokays. its kinda late. but. oh wells. better than never! =)

am kinda lazy to blog abt 2007. coz its been over for so long. but i still wanna thank my family. of course. all the friends new and old ones who were there. and everybody else who were part of my life in 2007. love you guys loads!! =)

this new year started out with many bangs! lol when to watch fireworks with jenny. woah. they were super pretty man!! =) and then it was the rushing of reports again. sheesh. tp is great but the only thing tt is weird is the way they allocate their tests and hols. =P

and and yest got to see ms amy ho. wah. haven seen her for a SUPER LONG time. miss her loads. and we all must meet up soon!!! chinese new year ah.

hokays. just found 1N2D eng subs for lsg's episode!! wah. oh man youtube is luring me. heck. GOING TO WATCH NOW! =)

oh yah. in yr 2008! hope tt everybody will be healthy and happy and yeps. just enjoy this whole year! cheerio!

hui. =)

2007-12-30T16:13:00.000+08:00

edo sushi and clam chowder really make my day. =)

hokayy.. back to work..

2007-12-27T15:46:00.001+08:00

i think its one of those times when i think i think too much?

and its time to grow up. seriously.

i need a walk.

2007-12-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

oh man i really love tt song. its from enchanted the scene where giselle and robert were waltzing in the ballroom. wah. damn nice.

anyways! back from otc! phew. its one of the most draining camp i have ever attended. 7.5 hrs of slp! since day zero. anyways.. PROG RAWKS!! tat goes without saying. =D but we still got loads of place we all need to buck up on!! so lets jia you!!! and i realised after the camp that i brought camera to the camp. BUT I FORGOT TO TAKE PHOTOS. how dumb is tt sia. -.-

ta da!!! this is my nephew!!!! yi jie!!!! wah.. HE IS DAMN CUTE!!! thou his shit is damn smelly. wahahaha.. duh. where got nice smelling shit one. but oh wells. and and and i carried him for the 1st time since he was born! plus i am super duper afraid of carrying babies!! coz i think they are SUPER FRAGILE. so scary. like TOFU. omg.. if drop how!! so TODAY IS MY FIRST TIME CARRYING A BABY! eggciting! and he fart-ed while i carried him. how polite. haha. but he is damn cute. and he looks all christmasy with the green baby clothes. reach the epitome of cuteness. =D shall carry him more next week when he comes by. wahaha.. LOVES!!!

i need to start on my report soon. aww shucks.

cheers!

huiz

i love singing with my bro. =)

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2007-12-22T00:59:00.000+08:00

You're in my arms
And all the world is gone
The music playing on
For only two
So close together

And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye
And never knew
So close was waiting
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close

So close to reaching
That famous happy ending
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Now you're beside me
And look how far we've come
So far
We are
So close...

Oh, how could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?

We're so close to reaching
That famous happy ending
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming
Though we know we are
So close
So close, and still
So far...

jon mclaughlin - so close

2007-12-16T01:43:00.000+08:00

finally.

camp. HERE I COME! everybody please JIA YOU!!!!

=)

xh the programmer. XD

catch me when i fall.

2007-12-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

went to watch ENCHANTED with nitu. its damn nice can!! wah i like. plus there were a bunch of guys sitting next to us. not that they are handsome or anything. but their comments damn funny. in the movie la.. it was pouring and the big fluffy white dress was wet la. then the guy next to me was like. "wah very heavy. so big for wad?!" lol. and when the evil stepmum was being evil. the guy's friend was going, "wah, i feel like slapping her." like LOL. how come guys watch movies will sprout this sort of comments one?? quite funny. but its damn nice!! and i want the OST!!! who got the OST please share!! THANK YOU! =D and and and, miss nitu is going to hong kong!!! i also want to go hong kong! aiyer. just wait for her to come back then we go watch movies and gossip again! =)

camp is in 4 days time!!! time is coming nearer and nearer!!

on yet another random note. my proggers are damn cute. lol. =D i love them all. XD

can't wait for camp!

XD

cheers!

xiu xiu

2007-12-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

woo...

back at sch!!! but got a lot of things to do!!! wah.. please sem 3.2 is not going to be an easy sem. and camp is in 8 DAYS TIME.. wah.. exciting!!! but first i must get this week over and done with. =)

i love program. i love programmers! =D

xh. =)

rainbow.cows.roses.stars.run.amgladimetyoutoo.=)

2007-11-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

arloes!!

today had PROGRAM MEETING.. my gosh i just love the programmers can... like times *&%@#^*^ times.. hokays..

anyways.. also went to elene hse to celebrate her bdae!! woots!! was damn fun! had so much nice food.. saw ppl like wei ping! and steven! too bad angel couldn't make it.. but yeah.. had loads of fun.. ESP THE RIDE HOME! wah.. ahaha wei ping was uber nice and sent all the girls home.. so we were sitting behind the van right.. and wah.. machiam was like roller coaster ride la.. very exciting.. heehee.. =) made me and abby thot about the time after camp when we were all going to cpf.. damn fun.. =) and thot about zul's truck too! ahhh.. miss his moving MOS!! haha always have loads of fun with the progs.. =)

sip sip sip.. FINALLY ITS DOWN TO 2 WEEKS!!! wah.. not tat i dun like my company.. but yeps.. i miss sch like mad.. i want to go back sch!!! oh wells... the countdown is starting!!!! 14 days..!!!! XH PLS JIA YOU!!! and MINNA SAN.. PLEASE ENDURE!!!

anyways.. imma finally going to cut hair tml!! wah.. after such a long time harping and harping about it.. finally leh!!! woot.. but dunno how it will be la. =P oh wells.. we'll know tml.. =P hope tt the haircut will turn out well!! then dun need to hide at home. lol.. well minna san.. please take care then!!!

cheers!
xh..

therockingprogrammers.blogspot.com -> please visit!! =D

2007-10-21T16:47:00.001+08:00

went for a run today!!!!

okae.. i know.. its SHOCKING.. but i did it okae.. lol.. so BIG CLAPS FOR XH!!! =D woo.. but must jian chi (i keep using this word ah.. =P) FOR NAPFA.. soon i will run like the wind.. eheehee.. XD

5 more weeks to SIP!!.. minna san must jia you!!!

cheers!!

-=[huiz]=-

must put in more effort!!! dun slack!!! dun make the same mistakes again..

2007-10-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

SALTED CARAMEL CHEESECAKE ICE CREAM YOU RAWK!!

lol.. okae.. nothing has happened much except we only have 7 weeks of SIP left!!! woots!!! but time really flew pass.. wahahaha.. those on SIP... MUST ENDURE!!!!

anyways...i dunno who reads my blog.. but.. must advertise a bit...

otc is coming... prog is open.. if you think you got what it takes.. COME LA!!! interview starts after sch reopens!! interested people can drop yvonne, elene and me an email!!

fridae 6pm FASTER COME!!!!

CHEERS!!!

xh..

today was reminded of you.. and was reminded of this song yet again when i was reminded of you.. oh well.. 不知不覺你已經離開我不知不覺我跟了這節奏後知後覺又過了一個秋

2007-09-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday and today had prog meeting!! and had settled quite a bit of stuff!! woo!! quite proud of ourselves.. heehee.. went to serangoon gardens!! wah that place is very pretty!! like a little town like tat.. and all the houses there are uber huge la!! and i think the ppl who stays there are happy ppl!! got so many different types of food to eat!! =D

and yesterday went to jie min's 21st birthday party!! which was quite cool.. and finally learned how to make martinis.. woo.. exciting man!! ahaha..

yest was also yd's birthday.. so yepps.. hope he hasn't really turned into a pig.. lol =P

anyways.. work is going to start later!! everyone.. as usual.. jia you!! =)

2007-09-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

heys..

went back to sch today for the mid-autumn festival.. (not mooncake festival.. i know.. -.-)

been quite some time since i went back for an event.. but oh wells.. i certainly enjoyed myself very much.. how to say.. it was the little little things like making lanterns for other people, trying to keep the candle flame alive so that more lanterns can be lit, seeing all the familiar faces, doing chicky dance, everybody singing aloud to some hokkien songs that really made me feel very welcomed. like i haven really left school at all to do my sip. but the experience which hit me the most was the smell of the exco room.. lol.. i know its weird.. but the exco room does have a smell... the smell immediately brought me back to the camp days where we had meetings until wee mornings.. thou comforting.. it kinda made me feel a lil sad tht in a few months time.. i'm actually going to graduate.. sheesh... being a year 3 really makes you think about all the sort of things.. i think imma going to brawl my eyes out at FO.. =/ oh wells must cherish all time i have after sip ends and its back to school!! really.. cant wait to get back to school.. =)

well, sip is good.. and i've calculated... 9 WEEKS LEFT!!! did i mentioned that i like my workplace?? my boss gives me back massage.. get mooncake to eat, given chocs to eat.. enjoy ah!!! haha.. but occassionally you will meet ppl that really piss you off big time.. well in the service line you really meet all sorts of people... some of them.. they talk as thou you owe them money la.. wth... but must REN!!! really trains character.. sheesh... XH MUST JIAN CHI!!!

other than that.. nothing much happened expect went to the social night thingy with jenny.. which was quite fun.. =)

HOKAYS.. TODAY IS WED.. 2 MORE DAYS LEFT TO WEEKENDS!! yays.. but wednesday haven even start yet.. -.-'' oh wells.. gotta go slp.. otherwise tired.. toodles..

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WHO HAS SUPP PAPER!!!

cheers!!
-=[huiz]=-

2007-09-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

hihi!!

sip has started.. so far its still quite good. =) and everybody there calls me xiao mei.. lol.. random.. but anyways.. hope that it'll continue to be like that!

good morning baltimore!! lol.. went to watch hairspray with jenny... its awesome man!!! =D love all the songs.. we went to watch the one and only time slot.. and still the theater was packed man!! i like the main lead.. she got that kind and pleasant look.. lol.. random again..

anyways.. went for my cousin's wedding.. was a garden wedding.. quite different from the usual kinds.. so it was pretty nice.. =) they had this radio dedication thing which was super cool!! coz cousin's wife works in radio industry.. so cool.. =) got pics. but lazy to post up.. shall do them some time when i have time.. =P

and and and i must say i love to do prog work!! oh man.. its like getting paid for doing the things you like best... example.. torrez.. we go shopping for chocolates.. enjoy ourselves at tcc.. and getting broke in the process.. lol... but still i like.. =D but seems like i'm enjoying too much.. must start to contribute more.. hmmmm...

lastly.. jia you to all ppl who are having sip now!!! we have 2 months and 8 days left!!! and good luck to my bro and cous who are having their prelims now..

cheers!!

-=[huiz]=-

*ginger and zhao ta chickent little... =)*

2007-09-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!!! (xh style)

phew.. has been one busy week.. been going out almost every other day.. and watching my coffee prince.. woots.. gong yoo is uber hot.. lala.. XP okaes i digress..

anyways.. the most important thing would be the starting of program work for otc.. wah... excited!!!! and our meeting place would be tcc.. heehee.. =) can't wait to meet up to do more prog work.. XD

also went to sahf's commissioning parade.. wah.. proud of him.. after all the hard training.. finally over.!! took a picture.. but i look damn fat.. so shall not post it.. BUT proud of him nonetheless.. =D

also had our clas bbq!!! wah.. must mention!!! its was fun la.. though not many people turned up.. it was nice. and mrs loy's son is super cute!!! had a nice talk with eileena while looking at the sea.. feeling was very peaceful hearing the waves crash onto the sand.. must go to the beach more often.. heehee.. =)

my class!!! =)

me, mel, mrs loy and her son, dansel.. =)

anyways tml my sip is going to start le.. kinda excited yet dreading it.. must wake up at 7am leh!! wah... can die.. and must start to slp early le.. =/ time check 11.52pm.. must go slp le.. hope everything will turn out well!!! =) all the best for all the people going for their sip!!!

SIP HERE I COME!!! =)

cheers!!
xiu hui

*my CHAN!!!!*

2007-09-04T13:25:00.000+08:00

arloes...

haven been here for quite some time. oh wells. there wun be much stuff happening.. one more week before sip starts.. wonder how that will go.. gee and i still dunoo where i'm gonna work.. sheesh.. aish.. i'm just rambling here..

just met up with moo moo and jenny the other day.. jealous.. haha he got to go disneyland for sip!! at america.. bah.. haha.. but hope he is doing well now!! =)

and anyways.. program is going to kai gong soon!! haha.. =) means camp is going to start soon.. sheesh.. it would be my last camp.. okaes.. lets not go there.. but anyways.. imma going to jia you for this camp!!! gambatte ne! =) ja ne

cheers!

-=[huiz]=-

*my CHAN!!! =)*

2007-08-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

first was my mp3..

now, its my watch.. =(

my goodness.. same way of dying.. took a deep plunge into the unknown and never came back... =( oh man.. tml my mp3 will be coming back.. hope that it can be saved.. otherwise will need to spend loads of money le.. =/ all going out but none coming in.. sian.. will go into deficits soon.. =/

anyways.. went to watch brave story today.. with jenny and mcdull.. =) anime movie kakis.. wahaha.. the movie is nice.. no doubt its a gonzo studios production.. haha.. hope more of such movies can be imported into spore..

random quote of the day:
"man are like wine.. woman are like canned food/flowers/peel fresh"

ja ne..

huiz..

-a wizard, a prison breaker and a healer. =)

2007-08-13T23:24:00.000+08:00

haiz..

my course work grades sucks.. like mad.. oh man.. how to say.. i'm starting to get worried about my results.. =/ major shit.. must pia really really really x 15214384945237463 hard le.. but as always.. why regret when things are already done??? so, answer: work for the things that still can be salvaged lor... i'm rambling here.. ARGH..

anyways.. just sent my sorely-missed mp3 to my uncle.. hopefully it can still be repaired..

also have been trying to help mister jon siew to come up with names for his new snow vehicle thinggum.. and i've came up with.. snow blender.. snow cutter.. snow rider.. HAHA.. =P better than nothing right.. and he wants unique names like xavour-cross.. siao ah.. with names like that how ppl know what product is that?!?!? heehee..

okae.. i'm darn bored.. so pardon me for this rubblishy post.. ciao..

cheers..

-=[huiz]=-

2007-08-09T20:49:00.000+08:00

wahaha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! =D wah.. this year din go any house to watch any fireworks. so stayed home to watch lor. its very pretty this year!!! i mean the whole parade la.. =D

oh oh.. and my sis bf was driving one of the army boats.. wah damn zai.. officially passed him.. LOL.. XD and and both my sister and i agree that guys in army uniform look super smart and shuai.. lol.. =P random.. anyhow, all the pledge taking made me remember my secondary sch days la!! wah.. had to stand on the stage to say the pledge.. wah uber scary.. always scared will zao sia. =P but it was quite fun la huh.. but ya lahs.. I'M PROUD TO BE A SINGAPOREAN. =)

anyways finally finished with all the projects!! yeah man!! but then exams are coming soon.. must start mugging le!! haiz.. anyways.. one last week to sch le.. must jia you and not pon any lessons!! gotta go le.. =D

-=[huiz]=-

uber obsessed with coffee prince now la.. wahaha.. =P

* 이젠 아는데 그대도 나처럼
하루하루 헤매였던 걸
잠들 수 없이
너무 아파했었다는 걸
손을 잡았죠
다시는 나를 놓지 말아요
사랑해요 내가 눈감는 날까지 *

2007-08-01T22:22:00.000+08:00

this is my official 100th post..

and i officially announce my loyal, ever changing, constantly updated, my most beloved, well-loved, will be sorely missed, accompanied me when i was happy and down , through all the lonely and emo nights, through thick and thin, should not be dead creative neeon mp3 dead at 1526 hours today..

=(

my 100th post and this.. how sad can this be? =( very indeed.

=(

2007-08-01T21:28:00.000+08:00

today is the last presentation!!! wee!!! FINALLY DONE AH!!!!!

but then a bit screw up ah.. visualiser the freaking cable was not working.. had to chiong all the way to library.. which was hindered by the confounding! computer. had to pia all the way to ITAS to print out transparencies.. wah.. toopid photocopying machine took 12875629814602 years to load.. in the end had to change to the colour photocopying machine.. -.- then had to pia back to class.. lol.. had to leave the easy printer first coz of my short legs and walking speed.. in the end louis still caught up with me.. but!! i reach class first.. LOL.. so LOUIS YOU STILL LOSE... WAHAHAHAHAHA... okae random.. =P

anyways.. MY MP3 SPOIL AGAIN.. recall again that my MP3 spoilt about 1 year ago.. lol.. now spoil again.. this time the impact not so big.. but still SIAN.. no music in bus means will fall aslp like mad.. lol.. also met with my GOSSIP KAKI aka.. steven.. lol.. my long distance cousin.. wahaha.. talked like mad... and he helped me dl some OLD SCH GAME!! CURSE OF THE MONKEY ISLAND.. time for some swash-buckling action and adventure!!! wahaha.. shioking.. XD shall play them during the weekends!!! heehee.. but first must chiong HR..

okae.. i'm off to save my MP3.. please dun die on me!!! okae.. tata!! wish me loads of luck!!!

cheers!

-=[huiz]=-

2007-07-27T00:16:00.000+08:00

lala.. =) miss jenny and miss liow are going for a trip in japan when we are older.. YAYS!!! interested parties please sign up.. pls note that we *HEARTS* anime.. so dun blame us if we go bonkers there.. no guarantee that you wun be lost.. end up eating cup noodles everyday.. in preparation for that please start to learn japanese now... LOL.. XD

p.s. anyone wants to go star gaze??

cheers!!!
-=[fu chok]=- =D

2007-07-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

i know i should be chiong-ing my SIT project now.. but seeing ERICTYW's post about our group.. i feel that i should post about my project group also.. heehee.. presenting to you.. MY PROJECT GROUP!!! XD.. we like to drink bubble tea.. PLAY TAI DI.. talk crap.. camp at melissa house.. eat opposite school bah chor mee.. catch bears from forest with crane.. tAlk aBout twIts.. say OKBYE and STUN.. talk about our dears/mole/ai ais.. and lastly chiong projects at the last minute... lol.. but i lubb them wors hor lorx.. ^^v .. WE WORK BEST UNDER STRESS... OK BYE.. XD

cheers!!
-=[huiz]=-

2007-07-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

thank you jenny!!! =D though you just asked me to rest early only.. suddenly felt super gan dong.. lol.. =) makes me remember when we sat together when we were sec 4 and you supplied sweets that changes our tongue colour.. -.- and i had to keep waking you up from dozing off.. XD

random.. =P

cheers!!

fu chok..

2007-07-14T16:15:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh.. there are million and millions of things to do!!!!!!! and bad news.. i think i'm going to fall sick again.. insufferable throat headache and whatnots.. -.-

oh yeah.. i'm backk!! wahahahahahs.... quite a long hiatus.. at first it was becoz there is nothing to write.. now is to write before i dun have the time to again... insufferable projects... -.-

word of the day: insufferable -.-

anyways.. been pretty busy and will be going to be quite busy soon.. all the stupid projects... but then despite all the busyness.. there was still time for some fun laughter peace and joy... welcoming mr jon siew back from mexico!! heehee.. eat dinner and crapped and watched surfs up!! it was quite nice.. midnight somemore.. exciting ah.. PS pass midnight is quite shioking.. very quiet and chilling.. woah.. okae.. but the movie is a bit like cars.. plot is similar also.. but its quite funny!! and the lil penguins are uber cute la!! some nice photos.. heehee..

*at tcc.. wah atsuki cooler rawk.. and why is elene reserved?? hmm dun like... ><*

went to watch HPootP.. with my dearest fellow ah sam (amy).. and jenny meiyi ricky bestfriend and jie wei.. nice man to meet up after so so so so LONG!!! =D gossip like mad with fellow ah sam.. which was nice.. and as usual.. despite being early, we went into the cinema late.. =P HPootP was nice. but still not as good as the book bah.. and my sis and i are going to queue for the last book!! woah.. quite excited.. last book le!! i wonder how is it going to end.. i really hope that harry hermione and ron wun die.. -.- let the pictures do the talking!! =)

*ah sam no1 and ah sam no 2 =P*

and lastly went to watch transformers!! =) quite exciting ah that show.. =)

and eriC next time i go movies will jio okae.. =P

SO the leisure activity of the post: watch movie =P

anyways.. today is also the birthday of mr KYL.... stupid bugger... but still HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! thou i know you dun read blogs.. but i am nice =D and still shall write this down.. =P okaes.. hope to meet up soon!!!

i know this is a super long and insufferable post.. but.. i must rant about sch work.. its gonna be one of those extremely testing and crazy period again.. week after week there will be stuff to do.. i think everyone also the same.. so much jia you!! *discreetly grumbles about insufferable work*

hokays.. off to do accounts... insufferable.. -.- toodles!!

cheers!!

-=[huiz]=-

2007-06-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

lazy to blog and nothing to blog about..

=P

summary

1. toopid papers are over (MY DELIVERY VAN!!! sobs.. pek chek)

2. went to work for event for 3 days with wen qi tangwei and lee ping. at police carnival. saw kaijie!! =) and security uncle er.. keep hitting on me .. major -.-''''''''''''''' shall avoid toa payoh interchange at all cost from now..

3. bored. slacking at home. WANTS TO GO SHOPPING!!!! and MINDS CAFE!! =D

toodles..

-=[huiz]=-

*magic castle - even if we fly high up into the sky freely dun be scared* =)

2007-05-26T12:28:00.000+08:00

well the elections is finally over.

and no suprise.. i din got in. but its okae.. =) i know i'm worth more than a popularity vote. and as usual after some huge episode in my life, i wanna give a shout out to some people. =) (eh.. must be appreciative leh.. =P)

so here goes.

thanks for all the 266 people who voted for me. i'm sorry that i din get in. i dunno where did all these people sprout from but still thank you.

yvonne and elene. thank you guys loads.. we ran together and i'm sure we had fun designing the posters with a short visit by a gigantic rat, eating nasi lemak together, putting up posters.. vonn for all the bus rides home together and elene for your experience and always being there for me.. =) love you guys loads..

all those people who had helped to put up the poster, helped me look after my poster, helped me take them down. thanks a mil to charlene, edwin, wesley, adrian, kay and gabriel low (thou i dun think you'll be reading this =P).

kaijie.. aka bambam.. thou you had sip. you still came back to vote for me?? very touched. thank you and sorry for all the trouble.

all those who had listened to my rants, tahan with my hesitation whether to run or not, advice me. thank you. =) amy, sahfahri, chin teck, tuna, yuting, glenn, elene, vonn, tom, kay, ah lam and i think all the people in the lounge. lol. =P

my classmates and groupmates. thou i've just gotten to know you guys.. but you guys rawk la.. thanks for voting for me and for always understanding for my disappearance these few weeks.

my family, who had support my decision. love you guys also.. =)

okae finished my thank yous. now on with the post.

finally all the main comms are selected.. hopefully they will do their jobs well.. we shall see in the future. everybody must work hard. so that tpsu will be better in the future.

anyways.. am going for pirates later!!! woohoo!!! wah.. shioking la!! =D JOHNNY DEPP PLEASE. no comments for orlando bloom. =P hopefully there are postcards left for me.. =) thats all for now.. will come back to rant more about poc and JOHNNY DEPP!!! =) tata!!

cheers!

-=[huiz]=-

2007-05-22T12:14:00.000+08:00

heys..

today is the start of the voting. PLEASE VOTE FOR ME!! anyways.. i'm running for TPSU.. the students union.. and also please vote for ELENE & YVONNE!!! =) voting starts today 22nd to the 24th. so grab ur friends and GO NOW!!

anyway the results are coming out on fridae.. and to be honest.. i have no idea whether i will get in or not.. thou i wun be surprise if i wun get in.. i just hope that the right people will get in.. i can't imagine random people running SU knowing nuts about it.. this fridae we will know.. all the best to all the people who are running!!! may the best man/woman wins..

cheers

-=[huiz]=-

2007-05-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

life is very fragile..

i seldom watch news on tv.. but today's 9 o clock news is rather depressing.. first of all it started with 2 people who are killed, being crashed by trees. of one them is a lady and the son had to go to verify the body. its quite sad to see the son breaking down. another is this mad japanese high school student who lopped off his mother head. brought the head to the police station and confessed to the murder. so similar yet so different.

then was flipping channels when i saw this woman whose occupation is a makeup artiste for the dead. and she said. life is too short to be so picky about things.

aiyee.. today's topic is very morbid.. i also duno what to say..

thou we only visit you every cny.. i've always thot that you were a strong lady.. i can still remember the time you were pissed off about something and you promptly scolded all the vulgarities.. lol.. spirited for a ninety plus year old lady.. yet there were also times when i saw you crying, so fragile lying on the hospital bed.. thou i din say it, it was heartbreaking for me to see you suffer despite being so old already.. you've proved to be a resilient woman by leaving the hospital, recovering from the fall.. i know ur time would be up soon.. and today's the time.. its sad to see you go.. but despite it all, its good to think that you have gone to a better place and not suffering anymore.. you'll always be remembered.. i miss ya.. rest in peace great grandma..

-=[huiz]=-

2007-05-12T01:34:00.000+08:00

sometimes... my stupidity really amaze me.. i wonder how can i be so blur and dumb at times.. gee.. can even become pek chek at myself for being oh so toopid.. argh.. haiz.. today is the ultimatum..

on a random note.. there is always this small talk about dressing up and stuff along the same tune.. but i thot.. if you look at someone carefully, you'll realise that everyone is beautiful in their small little ways.. =)

cheers.

-=[huiz]=-

2007-05-01T13:31:00.000+08:00

hellos!!!

its been about 1 week since sch starts. =) its good to be in school again. and all the projects are starting to pile up le.. hmm.. dunno is it me?? or the deadlines seem to be shorter?? bah.. still need to do them.. so must jia you la!!

anyways.. went to billybombers for prog dinner and icekimo last week and yest. the hamburgers at billybombers are damn nice.. and damn big.. lol.. and as usual.. dinner with the progs is damn fun!! lol had a good time laughing at ah lam.. =P and gave out the towels.. damn nice.. =) next onto icekimo.. after elene advertising and strong promotion for icekimo.. we plus sahf zul chinteck nisa mountain sab finally went there for icecream.. its at upper thompson.. i know.. that's quite far for ice cream. but.. the ice cream is not bad.. quite nice in fact.. esp. the jampilat?? lol.. cempedak la.. wah rocks.. =) then went for prata.. but was damn tired.. so was stoning half way.. on the way home, was talking to sahf about running for SU.. sheesh.. after so long, still haven really made up my mind yet.. argh.. what to do leh?? have to think more about it..

anyways.. today is labour day!! woots!! happy labour day!! =) and finally got to eat ba chor mee!! after erm.. 1 month plus?? wah i love ba chor mee please.. heehee.. =P lol eating it brought back some memories.. back at sec 2 days.. my bunch of friends and i would always walk to the ba chor mee place and eat it tog with teh peng.. shiok.. haha those were the days man.. =) ah.. dang.. i kinda miss them now.. nvm.. we shall meet up soon!! for pirates?? =)

time for some photos!!

we love our towels.. yes?? =)

me and the girls.. =)

proud of our work.. lol

nice right.. =)

time to do some work.. haha.. until the next time!! tata!! =)

cheers!!

-=[huiz]=-

*should i or should i not???*